Blog 107, May 28 2009 3rd Blog Today

Well, tomorrow is the last day to buy prom tickets. And I am going to ask my mom if I can stay home.
According to Mandy, I am going to prom with her and that is the last word. I understand that this is her one and only prom, but maybe its just that I am not comfortable going. Is it really that fucking hard to respect that?
I just dont understand what the big deal is. I give all of my advice to people, except lately I have been drifting away a little bit more, and for once in my OWN life, I want to make a decision that I feel is best for ME(!), but of course she doesnt respect that.
Maybe she isnt exactly who I thought she would be.
(Maybe you should tell your mother and stay home sick tomorrow)
Maybe I should do that, but is pushing it off really going to help in anyway what-so-ever?
(Most likely not at all, but its the only thing that you've done in your life when you have been faced with these hard decisions)
True... that doesnt make it the right thing to do
(Sometimes the best thing isnt always the right thing)
And sometimes the right thing turns out to be the complete wrong thing.
(Well what do you recommend if you arent going to ignore her and crush her dreams of the perfect prom)
The only thing that I can do is lose a friend.
(Well then that is whats going to happen)
fml