Heartbrake. Grrr. It get to yah.
So yeah, I dont really have any feeling of the day today, I actually feel nothing. Its weird... I feel let down (MAJORLY) or at least I should, but for some reason I dont have any actual feeling today.
I am literally just floating around in this disgusting body looking at the world around me, observing. But not learning.
I dont like nagging into this blog, but for some reason I just dont care today. Its just pointless. Everything I do today is just happening. I am saying shit, I am starting shit, I am just a fuck up today.
All because I am taking one thing and swirling it around in my head, mixing it with the dozens of other things that have gradually built up to fucking up my self-conscious and esteem. It all sucks just so much.
As normal, I dont have anything to talk about, except today, I dont want to find anything.
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