I am making new favorites every day. (btw, I am having a very off day, so my blog might be a little weird today).
While I was surfing the web heaven, I stumbled upon a new person that I find EXTREMELY attractive. So I did a little research on him and I found out that he is a gay porn star and after close observation, I have fallen in love with this hunkalicious man. His name is Leo Giamani and damn he is gorgeous.
I am trying to find an appropriate video that I can put on my blog, just like a slideshow of pictures of him or something. I dont know, I'll find something.
The only thing that is awkward about this video to me is the girl making sex noises in the background because he is GAY. Into GUYS.
Ok, you want to know why I am upset?! Its because my fucking family, COUNTING MY SISTER, apparantly like to talk about me behind my back saying that I am not gay because I am just going through a fucking "phase" and I am to young to know shit about myself. FUCK THAT. I know a little bit too much about myself and who is my family to say anything about me when my mom is just a crazy lady who likes talking like she is a three year old fairy and my stepdad is just a stupid drunk who refuses to change from his classic and pathetic ways. FUCK THEM. Right now I wish I could follow Chris and we could just go chill anywhere but fucking here. With family.
I actually trusted that my sister would be good with all that stuff but I guess she thinks just the same as everybody else in my family. And now the only thing that I have to lean back on is a group of unstable friends whose emotions come and go like a fucking storm.
Great life. And I am sorry if this offends whoever the hell is reading, but honestly, I used to be so much more stable and actually had the same daily personality before this year, now I am just crazy.
Monday
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Always nice to know what your friends think of you :) thanks.
ReplyDeleteBe ready for a big fight soon. It is coming. I know this year has been so horriable for me, and there is few people I can actually lean back on and trust them with my biggest secret. The day I told you it, you probably don't even remember it. But it's okay, as long as I told the one person that it would effect their life the most, and it did, it all felt better to let it out. But that is my biggest problem, knowing that everyone I thought I could lean on were just as unstable as me.
ReplyDeletewtf, that doesnt really make sense... I am guessing that the second comment is from Dan...? And not everyone is unstable, I am rarely unstable until this past 2 weeks when I have finally diagnosed my mother as crazy and discovered the actuality of my family's problematic history. This isnt a mood swing. Its depression.
ReplyDeleteSorry Dan, but its kind of obviously you... no offense
ReplyDeleteuh
ReplyDeletewoah.
i love how i'm not considered your family.
jeeeez.